Alchemy

Sigh..I have to alchemize. I feel like it is so hard to maintain myself while also showing up for my businesses and my job. Beauty maintenance is a full time job, which I love. I just feel like I don’t have enough time to give myself and that is irritating. I have an idealized version of myself and I need to find a way to alchemize to become her. I’m so sick and tired of my hair being done 60% of the time and sometimes wearing yoga pants all day. I want to be glamorous 24/7 and to have the lifestyle that accommodates that. I will soon, I just want it now :( I recorded a video last night and was bummed watching the playback because my hair wasn’t laidddd. I genuinely hate that bad hair days exist for me. I’m a glamour girl, I need to look like it. This is my last day looking like what I’ve been through. From this day forward, I will maintain my beauty no matter what.