Born to be a Cheetah Gworl, forced to be an employee (temporarily)

Sigh. I was born to be fierce and I am. I just don’t feel like it at this very moment, but I’ll keep my head up. I’m hoping to receive some good news in the upcoming days, so that’ll be nice. I’m grateful to be employed, especially in this economy, but I want to live abundantly off of my creative endeavors. I should be traveling the world, designing iconic garments and buying vintage designer. Soon. Also today felt longgg. I have some looks that I still need to record, scripts to finish and I’ve been planning for vlogmas too. The idea of posting daily is a bit daunting, but if I prepare, I can do it. I’m really trying to take my social media presence seriously now because I know that it’ll be rewarding. I’m grateful to have the mental capacity to balance everything and the drive to make things happen. There are some designs that I want to bring to life, so hopefully I can get that started this weekend too. Anytime I feel discouraged, I just have to remind myself that I was born to live a fulfilling life. I deserve it.