Esketit!

Lmao, remember esketit?! Time flies! Today was productive. I had a great session with my therapist and I’m working on actively seeking out community. We realized that my default is to retreat and be in my own company, but my actions aren’t aligning with what I say that I want. I need to actively plan to see people otherwise it won’t happen, especially as a busy adult. I finally understand what people mean when they say that, “inconvenience is the price you pay for community.” It feels easier in the moment to chill in my own company because it is less maintenance than having to deal with other people. But that is not what I truly want. I want community! That starts with consistently putting myself out there. I also realized that I could be more considerate of others.

I posted a few TikTok’s/shorts that I spent last night recording and I’m happy to get the ball rolling again with posting consistently. I just have to take it one day at a time, I’ll be moving in no time. I’m proud of myself for not getting too overwhelmed. Perspective really is the key! I’m looking forward to the blessings that are coming!