Fü¢k Fear

Sometimes I think about my goals and where I want to be in life vs where I am and I get a little..nervous.  I’ve been putting a lot of time and effort into my YouTube channels and other creative endeavors, but it can feel scary not knowing when things will pop off. I just want to prosper. Sometimes it can feel like you’re putting in all this work for no return, which is true, but I KNOW that my time to shine is coming soon. I’m just tired. I have so much to offer the world and I know that I wouldn’t have these ideas if they weren’t meant to be shared and embraced. Like sometimes when I’m setting up my phone to record or I’m purchasing fabrics I think, “Girl wtf are you doing?!” I then remind myself that everyone has to start from somewhere and that I have to BUILD the life I want.