Laziness
I saw a clip earlier from a recent interview that Cardi b did and she talked about how some people have the look, intelligence and talent but they’re lazy. I had to take a moment and be honest with myself about how that could apply to me. I have gotten better about how I spend my time outside of work, but there’s still progress to be made. I need to have real, consistent output on a daily basis when it comes to my creative endeavors. There’s no excuse. I have everything that I need to be successful right now. Tomorrow is the start of the weekend and I need to dedicate about 6-8 hours towards designing, editing, recording etc. Everything else should be secondary. I have made progress, but this journey so far has felt like a series of starting and stopping. Me showing up for myself has to be integrated into my daily routine. This weekend I HAVE to record/edit some more videos, finish an art project and design some samples.