Lesson$

I’ve been becoming more clear about what I want and that clarity has reminded me that I have the power to truly curate my life. I want to fully live off of my creativity and to flourish as a designer. I feel myself becoming her everyday and I’m always looking for ways to get closer to that version of myself. It can be hard with working full time and feeling like I don’t have the time and energy for what anything else. One way I keep myself motivated is by taking time to put intention into how I desire for even mundane things to be. For example, I soon want to be able to wake up when I feel like it and to do whatever I want. This includes designing, hobbies, socializing and traveling. I think about what restaurants I want to frequent, the streets I will strut down, the audience I will curate and even the body wash I’ll use. Taking time to think about these things helps me feel like it’ll be my reality soon and that I have some control. Witnessing the rap gworls fighting these past few days has really put into perspective what’s important. I hope that when I’m in my season of blooming that I’m not being distracted by things and people that don’t matter. It is almost always a better choice to keep your head down and your eyes on your own plate. So this is my head down season, I really only care about what I’m trying to build. Everything else is of minor relevance. Love that for future me, muah!