No more blame game

Sometimes I get overwhelmed with the curves that life can throw at me, but I realize that I got this! Whenever I’m spiraling, I look at what I’ve been able to build so far and it brings me back to my senses. Like…I’m really going to live an amazing life and be creatively fulfilled. That is a fact! Anyways, I watched Bridesmaids for the millionth time today and Annie’s character arc really spoke to me. She was dealt some shitty cards, but there was a point where she stopped fighting for the life she wants. She began to blame the world for her problems instead of taking responsibility for her life and making improving it. She had some control, but she began to let life happen to her instead of being an active participant. I recognized some parallels with how chaotic things became at a point in my life and how I stopped trying for a while. it sucks in the moment, but sometimes you just have to try again. I’m grateful to have the tools and awareness to create a beautiful life for myself.