Syd And The City 006

Last month was fun! I went on a few dates that didn’t go anywhere but I had some fun experiences. Early on I’d let a girl go and a few days ago another girl let me go. It be like that sometimes! Nevertheless, I had fun while it lasted and I made a cute rug!! I realized that I have truly grown and matured emotionally. There was once a time when I would DREAD rejection and feel the need to convince a potential love interest of my worth. I finally understand that it’s really not that deep and that I’m more aware of what I want/deserve. Someone being unsure of me or just flat out not liking me romantically is enough of a reason for me to keep it pushing. This is simple, but it hasn’t always been the case for me. Having self respect feels nice! I notice that I’m no longer replaying things in my head and ruminating on what I could’ve done differently. Sometimes things just don’t work out and it’s not personal. Also I challenged myself to update PlanetSyd daily until the end of the year starting today!