The Pr☆ce$$

I think this is the first time in my life where I genuinely feel whole as a person. I'm not delaying my joy for some goal, or feeling like there needs to be other people to fill that space. Don't get me wrong, I'm still searching for community, but in this very moment I feel like I have everything that I need and want. I am content with exactly where I am right now physically, spiritually, romantically and emotionally. I feel like there's no deep yearning for anything. I still have goals, of course. But I feel fulfilled. My therapist talked to me about enjoying the process and that is a new mindset. I am, for the first time, enjoying my process. And that feels great! Also my Cecred drops came in and I got some new boots last week, when I put them on, IT'S OVER 4 U BITCHE$ #$awryNawt$awry S/O to me☆